Becoming parent is trully a work hard to do.Instead,the utmost chalengging event in life ever after. Can't just quit whenever you feel in deeply sarrow, can not even said 'no' for every difficulties that arised, not even can say: I'd quit! for every bad things happens on regard... :"( these couple of month, I'd ve been in a highest turbulance session. As a psychologits, I can't even understand how to gain a learning-commitment from Arfan Maulana - the eldest one.In every his school-exam, he'd always got 'the awfully' remars for the teachers... trully dissapointed one... Can't said that those mark affected me a lot, mean he'd can only feel that those are fine to him. He's not even feel that 'something' need to change otherwise those will impacting his future..instead of doing that, he barely juts stick onto his computer and start his game n movies... those are trully makes me heart-broken... I can't say I did'nt do an